I tried killing myself..
My heart was broken,
And my mind had gone astray.
All I could feel was numbness.
So I swallowed a bottle of pills,
Dug in the razor a little deeper than before.
And as my blood ran out,
I could feel my heartbeat slowing.
The dizziness came along.
Woke up in a hospital bed..
~ Philippa A. Madsen - Suicide (via theremnantsofapoet)